Industrial Engineering

Recently I'm thinking of what engineering I should study in the future..
Before I got JPA scholarships,
Aeronautical Engineering was my choice..
But the economy crisis really affects a lot,
the airlines are all having financial problems..
What do you think,
how long can a company stay firm while experiencing loss annually??
If still I want to stick to this plan, I afraid that I'll be jobless anytime in the future...

Mechanical Engineering then came to my mind...
I believe this is a good choice..
Germany is famous for its machinery n manufacturing..
Mechanical or even Mechatronics in Germany,
not to say may guarantee me a luxurious life,
but a least, a job...
The problem is,
Too many are studying mechanical engineering...
If i were to be a great competitor,
I afraid that I've to be really really really outstanding...
A machine should always function optimally..
It will only be worn-out if we over-run it..
I know how good I am..
No point to force myself completing impossible task..
But my brother has his point, nothing's easy...
Studying hard doesn't equal to good results
Good results doesn't equal to good future...

Then I think,
I should choose something that interests me the most..
Then only I realize, I'm quite into economics n finance now...
Maybe get affected by my brother..
I start reading economic newspapers...
The words related to the economy or business,
will also attract my attention...
But I have a contract with JPA now...
Contract states that I've to study engineering in Germany...
Although there is financial engineering,
I don't think JPA will allow me to study that course in Germany...
So, just forget about it..

Then I found Industrial Engineering...
Industrial engineers have to create a system for a factory or a company to produce goods and services optimally,
by integrating human, information, material, monetary, and technological resources...
After gathering information from the internet, industrial engineering sounds more towards to management, which is good to me...
Not to say I'm good in leading people,
but I think, I'm better when dealing with people than the machines...
The concern now is, is it worth studying this course in Germany??
As I said, Germany is well-known for its machinery and manufacturing...
Now I choose to study a course which is more towards to management..
Is it a good course in Germany???
I really need a lot of opinions about it...
Anybody knows industrial engineering well???

My brother's advice to me is, I should write to the Fachhochschule in Germany...
Ask them about the outline of this course...
True also.. That's a more efficient and easier way to make everything clear...
Maybe I should only decide after getting replies from them...
But meanwhile I should also consider other engineering courses..
So guys, any suggestions???

最美丽的第七天

我爱哭..
我真的超爱哭的..
我真的很享受那哭的感觉..
由心哭出来的感觉..
比起我那平时的哈哈大笑，
哭了，我会得到比较大的满足感...

最美丽的第七天是一套满久了的戏..
两年前看过一次，
那时候不敢在爸妈的面前看，
现在也是不敢..
以为怕自己哭的时候，给他们笑死了..嘻嘻..

男女主角都很希望能走过生活里的每一条路...
但在人来人往的道路上，要能紧紧地握着对方，不让对方走失，是件很难的事...
家人的反对，外人的眼光，第三者的介入，生离死别...
每个人都有自己难走的路...
故事都因人而异...但信念却永远都是一致的...

不知怎么的..
以前我总是笑那些看爱情片而哭的人..
但现在自己却无法自拔地在大哭..
哭，是因为感动；
哭，是因为伤心；
哭，是因为男女主角有时实在是太笨了...
很希望看到完美的结局...
但，你会相信Happily Ever After?

看完这套戏过后，
感觉很空虚...
真的很想停留在戏里那快乐的时光..
不想这套戏有结局，
只想它可以陪我直至有人能和我一起上演另一套属于我们俩的剧情...
曾经有过一个刻骨铭心的爱情...
就是因为这样而变得执着...
为了一个已不能挽救的爱情而失去了一个机会...
失去了一个真心对待自己的人...

气自己笨...
气自己这么迟才清醒...
每一样事情，真的要等待失去了才想拥有吗？
有了坏，才有好；
有了慢，才有快；
有了小，才有大；
有了失去，才有拥有???
生活真的是那么的峰回路转...
想要简单点，那就不精彩...
想要精彩点，那就等着迎接眼泪吧...
所以哭,有时并不是伤心的代表，
而是代表着自己的人生里，又写了一页很精彩的故事...
这一切都要看自己，要从哪一个角度去演绎自己的人生...
演绎自己美丽的人生...

这话说的易，做的难...
有时候觉得，如果每样事都跟着道理走，
生活只会变成死死板板的程序...
跟着感觉走，生活会不会更精彩刺激呢?

痴心妄想

最近，听说她觉得有点后悔...

后悔她曾经做过的决定...

后悔她选择了离开我...

我顿时感觉到那曾经很熟悉，强烈的感觉，

再次的占领我心里的每一寸...

我觉得恨牟盾...

一方面，我相信我对她的那种感觉，依然还在...

另一方面，我害怕再次承受那永远不能自愈的打击...

征求朋友的意见，只是一个借口去拖延自己...

不让自己面对那残酷无情的事实...

心里其实已有一个决定，决定再去尝试争取自己的幸福...

但是，我还是那原来的我...

没足够的勇气与胆量，去接受那捉摸不定的未来...

想去问清楚...

想去重拾以前那美好的回忆...

但她还是她...

问她许多东西，她也都只会随便的回答一句...

我的努力，永远都得不到她的配合而白费...

她不需要为任何人改变自己...

但是适量的改变，

绝对能让我们从一个不愉快的结局，

去开始缔造一页页美丽的童话...

她对我的冷淡，让我退缩，止步...

让我重新的了解，

她后悔，

其实只因为她觉得内疚...

内疚把我伤害的如此深...

而绝非因为她对我还有感觉...

梦，是时候醒了...

希望自己不再痴心妄想...

不再抱有任何的希望...

就让她，慢慢地离我走远，开始那属于我们那各自的生活...

In My Arms Again (Pirates of the Caribbean)

Which clip do you guys prefer???

In My Arms Again (Anime)

三年半

也应该差不多三年半了吧...

怎么样也忘不了...

但比起以前那倾盆大雨

我想，现在只剩绵绵细雨吧...

回想起真的经历了很多...

但一想起那讽刺的一句，

“追求她的时间还长过我们交往的时间”

心顿时觉得有一点点的不舒服...

但没办法，

可能她觉得我不是她想要的那类型吧...

也许我这个人太没情趣，她觉得和我在一起时，缺乏了那种浪漫的感觉吧...

也许是我做的实在太多了，她已经厌倦了吧...

也许是在交往过后的一个月，她才发觉自己不喜欢我吧...

忘记她的生日是我不对...

是我粗心，还是大意？

是我太过在意她的生日而忘记呢？

还是我真的把她给忘了?

她说，可能是因为她的离去对我来讲不是什么大不了的事,

所以才会忘记她的生日吧...

她说这是一种解脱...

她再也不用因为她的离去而感到内疚...

内疚？

难道她之前跟我在一起，不是因为她喜欢我，

而只是想感谢我对她的爱？

我真的很想对她说，她错了...

她的离去对我来讲是一件大事...

但又何必呢？

既然她已说那是一种解脱，

我想我也应该让她开开心心的活下去...

既然我对这一段感情再也不抱什么希望，

我也不可以那么自私...

只希望她能够过她想要的生活...

我也该拥有我自己的生活...

或许在我还没读完书之前，我都不会谈恋爱吧...

Advices

The feeling of being home is always the best...

The smell of my favourite dishes tickled the tip of my nose again...

I can't stop my legs from speeding up themselves cantering towards my grandma's house,

Towards the laughters of my 2-year-old and 3-year-old cousins that were caressing my eardrum again...

I can't wait to put my lips on their soft cheeks...

The bedroom is so familiar to me...

Two beds are arranged side by side with a window on the right in this small little chamber...

Through the window , every morning the starch white sunlight will blind me momentarily...

Usually I'll turn about and away from the light, to the left...

A bookshelf is there with all my brother's books and also mine...

Trophies are standing up high on it...

Indicating all the success that we have gone through before we reach this part of our lives;

And sure, also all the hard works that we have to cope with behind this glory history...

I talked to my mum and dad at a drizzling night after the dinner...

Sometimes when we think too far,

Unnecessary worries will find their way to us...

So it is better to complete daily task without thinking of what would happen next and always have the worst contemplation...

I think, what I should do now is to set a target for myself daily...

Concentrate fully on the tasks on my hand and put in more effort to every little thing that I should do daily...

It's just like building block...

If we thought of how high we could reach and the consequences after our job is done,

we'll never do our current task well, and the outcome will never be positive...

It's better to concentrate on only each block that we're handling,

No matter how long it takes, we'll sure have a strong and stable building block in the end...

Hope I can really make it...

You're SAMRT!!!

"You're smart!"

Some of my friends have said this to me...

But, I'm not...

I'm not consistence enough...

Although ups and downs are significant components that make up one's interesting life,

I don't think I would welcome them to interrupt my performance in my study...

Climbing up a versant and building up my confidence is a time-consuming and an energy-hungry process...

But whenever I've reached until a certain level...

I'll roll down the slope and fall back to the foot of the mountain where I've my zero confidence...

I'm not consistence enough...

So, which word describes me the best???

Smart or stupid? 

I don't really know where I stand...

When I'm with a stupid person, I'm smart;

When I'm with a smart person, I'm stupid...

These two sentences seem easy to be understood...

But can these two sentences show clearly what the words "smart" and "stupid" mean???

All adjectives are the outcomes of comparison...

Maybe I shouldn't have bothered so much on the power of words...

I'm not consistence enough...

Maybe I should not put the blame on others but on me...

Maybe I'm just an ordinary guy who is not capable enough to handle the competitive surroundings...

Maybe I'm now on the wrong track and tend to deviate from my chosen path, away from the group of friends whom I care the most...

Maybe... Maybe and maybe...

So many uncertainties I've encountered...

And so many stress I've to endured...

If I were unbearable, what would happen next?

No matter how it would be, I won't let myself fall, nor my spirit..

Never ever...