In My Arms Again (Pirates of the Caribbean)

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In My Arms Again (Anime)

三年半

也应该差不多三年半了吧...

怎么样也忘不了...

但比起以前那倾盆大雨

我想，现在只剩绵绵细雨吧...

回想起真的经历了很多...

但一想起那讽刺的一句，

“追求她的时间还长过我们交往的时间”

心顿时觉得有一点点的不舒服...

但没办法，

可能她觉得我不是她想要的那类型吧...

也许我这个人太没情趣，她觉得和我在一起时，缺乏了那种浪漫的感觉吧...

也许是我做的实在太多了，她已经厌倦了吧...

也许是在交往过后的一个月，她才发觉自己不喜欢我吧...

忘记她的生日是我不对...

是我粗心，还是大意？

是我太过在意她的生日而忘记呢？

还是我真的把她给忘了?

她说，可能是因为她的离去对我来讲不是什么大不了的事,

所以才会忘记她的生日吧...

她说这是一种解脱...

她再也不用因为她的离去而感到内疚...

内疚？

难道她之前跟我在一起，不是因为她喜欢我，

而只是想感谢我对她的爱？

我真的很想对她说，她错了...

她的离去对我来讲是一件大事...

但又何必呢？

既然她已说那是一种解脱，

我想我也应该让她开开心心的活下去...

既然我对这一段感情再也不抱什么希望，

我也不可以那么自私...

只希望她能够过她想要的生活...

我也该拥有我自己的生活...

或许在我还没读完书之前，我都不会谈恋爱吧...

Advices

The feeling of being home is always the best...

The smell of my favourite dishes tickled the tip of my nose again...

I can't stop my legs from speeding up themselves cantering towards my grandma's house,

Towards the laughters of my 2-year-old and 3-year-old cousins that were caressing my eardrum again...

I can't wait to put my lips on their soft cheeks...

The bedroom is so familiar to me...

Two beds are arranged side by side with a window on the right in this small little chamber...

Through the window , every morning the starch white sunlight will blind me momentarily...

Usually I'll turn about and away from the light, to the left...

A bookshelf is there with all my brother's books and also mine...

Trophies are standing up high on it...

Indicating all the success that we have gone through before we reach this part of our lives;

And sure, also all the hard works that we have to cope with behind this glory history...

I talked to my mum and dad at a drizzling night after the dinner...

Sometimes when we think too far,

Unnecessary worries will find their way to us...

So it is better to complete daily task without thinking of what would happen next and always have the worst contemplation...

I think, what I should do now is to set a target for myself daily...

Concentrate fully on the tasks on my hand and put in more effort to every little thing that I should do daily...

It's just like building block...

If we thought of how high we could reach and the consequences after our job is done,

we'll never do our current task well, and the outcome will never be positive...

It's better to concentrate on only each block that we're handling,

No matter how long it takes, we'll sure have a strong and stable building block in the end...

Hope I can really make it...

You're SAMRT!!!

"You're smart!"

Some of my friends have said this to me...

But, I'm not...

I'm not consistence enough...

Although ups and downs are significant components that make up one's interesting life,

I don't think I would welcome them to interrupt my performance in my study...

Climbing up a versant and building up my confidence is a time-consuming and an energy-hungry process...

But whenever I've reached until a certain level...

I'll roll down the slope and fall back to the foot of the mountain where I've my zero confidence...

I'm not consistence enough...

So, which word describes me the best???

Smart or stupid? 

I don't really know where I stand...

When I'm with a stupid person, I'm smart;

When I'm with a smart person, I'm stupid...

These two sentences seem easy to be understood...

But can these two sentences show clearly what the words "smart" and "stupid" mean???

All adjectives are the outcomes of comparison...

Maybe I shouldn't have bothered so much on the power of words...

I'm not consistence enough...

Maybe I should not put the blame on others but on me...

Maybe I'm just an ordinary guy who is not capable enough to handle the competitive surroundings...

Maybe I'm now on the wrong track and tend to deviate from my chosen path, away from the group of friends whom I care the most...

Maybe... Maybe and maybe...

So many uncertainties I've encountered...

And so many stress I've to endured...

If I were unbearable, what would happen next?

No matter how it would be, I won't let myself fall, nor my spirit..

Never ever...